Here I am, once again

It is always a competion. Always the short end of the stick.

My possible hernia has been hurting me lately. Last night at work it was pretty bad, so much so that I had to bring the kids back inside because I had to sit down to take the stress off of my abs.

I think that I might be going back into the when is it my turn phase. I might be getting overloaded. I cannot always handle it.

I cannot wait til the family gets here. I'm going to emerse myself. Except for my brothers, they will get my time.