Boy oh boy. School drives me nuts but more so, I drive myself nuts. First test is in an hour and a half for my summer class. We are allowed to write the essays ahead of time and turn them in when we get there then we do the multiple choice section in class. Well, we get the multiple choice ahead of time too but he changes up the order and such for the actual test. Yeah, I know, he lays it out for us. My lazy butt doesn't get the motivation to study for such a test until the night before. Old habits die hard or rather won't die at all. I make due. I say, at least I am studying. In the past it would get to the point where I would put it off so long that it wasn't possible to study at all. I would fail the tests and then that would lead to me dropping the course. It's all connected.
I got the essays done a little bit ago. I finished finding the answers to the multiple choice questions. I should be good to go, right? Well, I don't feel like I have accomplished enough. I have though. I've done what I need to do. I do plan on going over the questions again to hopefully imprint the answers into my mind better. Although my memory recall sucks, that's probably what I am worried about.
I was thinking about going back to sleep for a little bit but now that I look at the time and think about how I should go over the answers some more. I think that I'll just get ready now and head out to llcc a little early so that I can study right before the test and have it fresh in my head.
Busy day today though. Class, then work, then dinner and a movie with a friend. Probably home to crash after that because I didn't get much sleep, well I got a few hours but it was a restless sleep where I would wake up every so often thinking that I had overslept and that I was screwed. That is one of the worst feelings. It might be worse than the feeling of rejection or at least close.
