All by myself

Today is a lonely day. Do you ever have those? Where even when you interact with people and hold conversations, you still feel alone and/or lonely. Since there is a difference between alone and lonely.

Today is Wednesday. I usually go to Young Adult Church Group with RD on Wednesday evenings. I suppose I will go as usual. It is always interesting to hear what they have to say. I don't know what the topic is going to be tonight. It is usually something profound in today's world.

Last night I had class. That was fun. Then afterwards as I was driving home I contemplated going out as usual. I even attempted to call some people. As I was calling though, I realized that I did not want to go out. I didn't feel like socializing. I would rather sit down in front of the television and veg out for a while. That is exactly what I did. I watched the end of a few movies on the movie channels. I didn't feel like sitting and watching an entire movie so I would see what movies were about to end and I would just watch the last 20 minutes of it and then move on to something else. It was actually pretty entertaining. Some movies I had seen before and some I had not. I suggest you try it sometime. Let me know what you think.

Is it Friday evening yet? What's weird is that I'm not even looking forward to the weekend. It is like, "so yeah, it's the weekend, now what?" I am working the door both nights of this coming weekend. Whether or not the mass text goes out depends on how I am feeling.